School School School! Had n level english oral after school, everything was easy except the conversation FUCKIT! Wonder if i can score high marks for oral huh?? Been pestering mom to bring me and sis to malaysia on the 18th, but i think i failed to convince her? hahahaha!

It's been two years to the day and half of the time I've been away, I know that I'm not there enough but that's gonna change coz I'm coming back to show you that I'm keeping the promise that I've made. I don't ask for much, all I want is a second chance given by you.

Good things are hard to come by. It applies to friends and partners. Friends can come and go as and when in your life. But true friends don't come so easily. Friends mostly care for themselves. But true friends makes a effort to care for you. Any girl in the street may be your girlfriend. But the right girl for you may not be on that street.

Am i going the right way? Or should i even start all this? This question has been ringing in my head for weeks, should i just give up and continue with my life or stay put on what i'm doing right now?

Decided to meet derrick at downtown east just now, slacked with Dora and Junkai went to get 'hoohoos' before slacking, went to pasir ris park to enjoy the strong wind, they told me many things bout her and stuff. Wanted to play pool actually, but the shop still close so we sat around there waiting for time to past.

Seeing you with him, makes me sad. But i guess it doesn't matter to you at all.

Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain, and no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same. These streets are filled with memories both good and pain that we once had. All I wanna do is love you but I'm the only one to blame, these scars will definately stay forever with me.In my eyes I'm screaming for a sight of you and tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through and I can't hold on to you. So I guess I'll be lonely It's all my fault i'm all to blame for letting it go so easily in the past. Chances don't come knocking twice, you've to make a wise choice before making a decision.

Life is miserable, or mayby is isn't great for me. Everyday i'm putting on a fake smile for you to see, all for a reason, for not letting you feel guilty. Initially it was though accepting it, but life still have to go on even though it didn't went the way i wanted.

After school met up with Ebebezer before going to shanding with the usual group ate, slack.. Happened to saw Angus at shanding chatted with him awahile before leaving. Out of sudden this school seems fuckup. And almost everyone has got a case in school, suspended, canning. Had random spot check yesterday, most of us got our phone confiscated for a day. Ebenezer's the worst, cig, itouch, Gerald lighter. Ebenezer 2 week suspension, Angus 1 month suspension. Tomorrow gonna be a short day, going gym after school and mayby meeting her up?

Recently have been paying attention in class, doing work that teachers give. I'm hoping that i can pass my 'n' level this year, So bascially nothing much happen in class today,after school had study time physics till 3.30. Left school met the rest, slack awhile then cab home with dora and gerald.

School was fine today, most of the teachers are already starting to teach except chinese. Today after school went to west plaza for 'hoohoo' and than to tampines with ben, dillon, gerald lastly jill, slack downstairs her house played music, 'hoohooed' and crap alot while waiting for derrick to arrive. After derrick arrive at t1, we walked to t1 to meet him to buy stuff at tampines mall, then took bus home from tampines. Recach home at, 5.30. Floorball 1st match at chua chu kang sports hall 2pm game, gonna meet peeps at 1pm before match and take a train there. Gym tomorrow after school.

In a blink of an eye it's already 2010 everthing started smoothly for me. Yesterday was the first day of school, pratically did nothing in the first period, except update our personal infromation to the teachers than slacked the whole day, talk throught out all the lesson as teachers all didn't teach. Today, VP had a long talk with all of us, than went back class for lessons, nothing unusual happen through out. After school 'hoohooed' with clique than off to shanding slack till 3 and off to home. Floorball training later in the evening.


It's A Brand New Start For All Of us.

Happy new year everyone. Its finally 2010. 2009 went by in a flash. Even before we knew it. Time passes when you look back right? I hope you all out there had a very very memorable and wonderful 2009.