Life is miserable, or mayby is isn't great for me. Everyday i'm putting on a fake smile for you to see, all for a reason, for not letting you feel guilty. Initially it was though accepting it, but life still have to go on even though it didn't went the way i wanted.

After school met up with Ebebezer before going to shanding with the usual group ate, slack.. Happened to saw Angus at shanding chatted with him awahile before leaving. Out of sudden this school seems fuckup. And almost everyone has got a case in school, suspended, canning. Had random spot check yesterday, most of us got our phone confiscated for a day. Ebenezer's the worst, cig, itouch, Gerald lighter. Ebenezer 2 week suspension, Angus 1 month suspension. Tomorrow gonna be a short day, going gym after school and mayby meeting her up?